Deep inside, he is always suffering. Fighting a battle by himself. I want to help. But I don't know how. Sometimes I wanna distract his thoughts by talking about random stuff. But what returns was a speechless reply. Seriously, I am not a good advicer, not a good listener. I can't console people, neither do I really understand what they really want. It seems that the distance between me and him... is enlarging. There are too many question marks about what he really feel, really wants. Even though I have no idea what he is going through, what kind of battle is he fighting inside, I know he is really going through alot.

I want to help.But I just don't know how. It hurts me when I see him bursting out into tears, yet unable to explain why. He just said, "I am feeling very terrible." I don't know what to reply, so I stoned. Its not like I don't care or I am not concern... in fact, I am very worried. Its just... I don't know what to do to help.

I said that he was fighting a battle by himself. Maybe not exactly. I believe he understand that dad, mum, I and his friends are always behind him to support him. Even though I don't know how, I just want him to know that if he feels lonely or terrible, I am always there to listen to you, talk to you. Even though I don't know how,I will try. :D

Jiayou bro!~ x)you will win! I believe in you.