today is Christmas... so first of all, i want to say to everyone, "MERRY CHRISTMAS!" :D

Yes, today is Christmas.. but it doesn't feel so right. When everyone come together, somehow it doesn't seem feel the way its supposed to be. The closeness, the happiness, the laughter... It seems like the crowd is always so far so far away. It just seem like there isn't a common topic.

Looking at the kids laughing and yeah communicating with no barrier, I suddenly remembered the times when we were young: We played, laughed and talked happily. Yeah, we were so bonded together. But as time passed, this cousinship just seem to drift further and further apart. This feeling... is just so.. erm sad, lonely.

I realised I don't know how to socialise anymore. ): I really really really wished that I am able to speak. yeah and think(?). AH WELL. life is like that.

anyways, hope my bro can really get well soon. yeah he is sick again (or maybe not again.. it just got worse). so worried. but yeah i still dunno what to say. (RAWR. I really need to learn how to talk.)

well. I just HOPE EVERYTHING will CHANGE for the BETTER. ^^

yeah. merry. christmas. everyone! (: